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6/09 • Day 1 • Past or Future
A Glimpse into the Past
Also quick edit!!! These kid designs are of Alfonse, Triandra, Peony (Sharena) and Sharena (Peony)! Unsure on ages, just. Ambiguously small LMFAO (sorry if I wasn't clear enough! I forgor.)
Well, I may not have been able to make time on my big piece, but I do have these concepts/roughs I made for it! Only focusing on the most important parts of each design, which is why the clothes are left blank lmfao
Something I've been headcanoning for a looong time is that the girls who'd become fairies had slightly different appearances, as humans/children. The biggest reason behind it is to make the changeling shenanigans more believable -- I can accept mistaking a blonde/orange for a blonde/pink, especially if there's no reason to think otherwise. Maybe it's a trick of the light. But I draw the line at your sister inexplicably having lavender eyes every now and again when they're supposed to be green LMFAOOO
If Lif can have red eyes, Totally Not Sharena Peony, as we know her, can have lavender eyes. After becoming something not quite human. Before then she gets blueish-green eyes. Which has the same effect as the orange being juuuust slightly off but like why would you ever think about that!!!!!
Some other thoughts:
> I like to think that Triandra and Peony/Sharena are half sisters, which is why she stands out a bit.
> I also like the idea that Triandra and Alfonse have some visual similarities, too. Mostly in the hair, both having somewhat androgynous styles, with a waviness to it. There's a sense of familiarity, in foggy memories.
@sharenaweek
#SharenaWeek2024#fire emblem#feh#the big piece was waayyy more sharena/peony centric....... like it included all four but the focus was def on her 🥲#also more of a memory so like. well i got something else in mind for change of fate anyway 🫡#also can you believe. this was such a huge deal to me. can you believe i specifically went out to buy a very specific pencil#for peony's hair gradient/color. like. if you've been here a while You Know. the trials and tribulations#that have been me trying to get peony right. and esppp for this version of her that's more pink leaning orange#i just. did not have the right pencils in my arsenal for her.#i feel like i'm a lot closer now though. only thing about this design that nags at me is the fact she looks less like henriette#like i DO like having the darker/aquamarine almost blue eyes as a solution. bc it's an easy thing to miss#in the same vein as the orange/pink. and if you look through specific/esp older feh comics#you can see some sharenas that do have darker/more blue leaning eyes!#idk though how do you guys feel about it. for me the peony curse continues (but i'm getting there!)#sharena#fe peony#fe triandra#fe alfonse#my art
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESENT MIC, I got you (super)villainy <3
#liza writes#yamada hizashi#shirakumo oboro#aizawa shouta#he and shinsou both get aus for their birthdays lol#hero/villain/vigilante au#it gets a ✨tag✨#bc now that i've posted abt it once there's no guarantee the dam hasn't broken and i might yell about it some more#i can't believe i'm posting a snippet it's been rotating in the brain microwave for so long#but if ever there was an occasion for it it would be mic's birthday. what a guy#mha fic#q#i mentioned this on my main but if you've read this far in the tags you can have the cursed knowledge#that yes mom by tessa violet is this au's villain mic theme song in the funniest possible way#it’s about the backstory#i wanted to post the next chapter of brave the dark today since it’s a mic chapter#but this weekend’s stats so far have been#broken refrigerators: 1#unanticipated urgent care visits: 1#(not for me which is somehow worse)#just sitting with my head in my hands: too many to count#but! refrigerator has been fixed and a referral has been acquired#AND new machi fic? come on weekend redemption arc
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y'all i'm sobbinggg so today while the kids were sleeping my two work besties and i were basically gossiping about guys and stuff and one of em mentioned she was a virgin (she spelled it out 'cause one of the kids was on my lap and only half-asleep lol) and so the other asked me if i was and i said no so she asked how many and i said "well it depends on how you count it i guess" to which she was like 👀👀👀 so i said "two that i agreed to," (at which point they both gasped in horror cause they knew what was coming) "and one that i didn't" and my wonderful beloved team lead, who has NEVER sworn at work before, goes "oh, fuck him" without an INSTANT of hesitation 😭😭😭 and then we completely broke down laughing when she realized what she said 😭
her reaction was so immediate and passionate that her normally-effective pre-k filter didn't even have a chance, and i fucking love that about her
#the absolute VITRIOL with which she said it too 😭 i've never felt so supported in my life#i actually gasped and covered the kid's ears 😂 it's fine though she's a good egg she won't repeat it lolllll#that was so goddamn funny and also heartwarming and i love her lmao#plus the hilarity of it broke up the usual awkwardness that usually comes with admitting you've been raped lol#i managed to get ''it's fine it was last year and i'm okay now'' out while we were still laughing lol#then later we were joking about the curse of men with j-names and i was gonna make a joke about that guy#and then i realized i couldn't remember his name and they both went ''good!!!'' which like. yeah! good for me <3#dani.txt
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i feel like. a lot of people talking about horror miss the true horror factor in many stories and esp in body horror. the horrifying part is what's happening to the characters, yes, but when you sit down and think about it... the implications, if that's the right word, are scarier
take smth like a werewolf transformation. it has to be painful, even if you get used to it eventually, the unnatural changes to your body have got to hurt, and you don't recognize yourself by the end of it
the horror isn't the mere transformation, but the physical pain, and the psychological aspect
now take stories like i have no mouth and i must scream, or long dream, or the jaunt. yes, they all have their own horrifying aspects, but also elements that others might not consider horrifying - in particular, a long life, or even immortality. some people truly strive for that. yet, here they are presented as horrifying. and i think that's for the same reason
i think. the true horror in most horror media. isn't the monster itself or the killer or the machine etc. it's consciousness
think about it. why does a slow death sound horrifying? it's your awareness of the pain you're going through, as well as the knowledge that you're about to cease to exist. the actual death is normally considered a mercy in these situations, because your suffering stops. your suffering stops once your consciousness stops.
and! this idea is true about both in-universe and on a meta level. a lot of horror relies on keeping things juuuust out of sight to get your mind going and scare itself better than any sfx or verbal descriptions ever could. your own brain working against you, the same way it works against the characters in the story.
the common thread between any horror that i, at least, find scary, is the human brain itself
and it's scarier, bc this is real. this is smth you experience every day. you wake up and think thoughts and are generally aware of what's going on for most of the day, for better or worse. this same level of awareness can be applied to the most horrific situations, and so, bam you've got yourself quality horror. and you're always just one accident or one mistake away from it, too. you just try not to think about it, because, well, your own brain is scarier than any monster it can conjure.
#also not to connect this to my special interest but the xianzh-*gets shot*#might make a separate posg abt that at some point tbh#bc this is essentially what being mara struck is#there's one companion mission (bailu's to be exact) that really fucks me up in that regard.#bc it shows that at least at first. the brain isn't affected. you can still think and talk like yourself. which is when you watch yourself -#- become a monster. sometimes the very same type you've been fighting your whole life#and now i'm going off script my bad :P yeah i should make a separate post lol#dan rambles#it's nearly 2 am and i couldn't fall asleep and realized that being aware is my worst curse smh#i wish i was a jellyfish
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costas mandylor have a hairstyle that i don't absolutely fucking despise challenge
#i know that idk shit about you dude but you've GOT to do better i'm TRUSTING you#you're almost 60 SURELY you know better by now#having been a (VERY GOOD) hairdresser has cursed me with unbearably strong hair opinions
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Guys my mom woke up with what might be the flu today (she's fine, just feels a bit shit) and I am PRAYING I don't get it cause I've been sick during Christmas basically every year nearly since 2019 and if it happens again I'm committing a crime
@justaboot Before you ask, no, I unfortunately didn't have the opportunity to make your Potion Of Don't Get Sick (OR do the thing with the garlic that you suggested)
Like seriously I swear to god if I lose my fucking voice for Christmas again I am RIOTING
As well as this I have a playwriting showcase on Saturday there is TOO MUCH AT STAKE
Thankfully I feel fine for now (if a little on-edge) and hopefully that doesn't change
#the chaos duck has spoken#mildly concerned#also guys#would it be a good idea to write sickfic right now or would that be tempting fate#cause I really wanna write that missing scene from the 87 cent solution#where Scrooge goes to breakfast and is an absolute disaster#but I also don't want to curse myself ya know?#oh and by the way#if anyone even DARES prophecy me with some bs like “smash cut to Godfrey lying in bed with a 101 fever”#I am going to fucking SMITE YOU#you've been warned
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read the hastags
#I don't know what I was thinking#Leaving my child behind#Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind#With all this anger#guilt and sadness#Coming to haunt me forever#I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river#Is this revenge I am seeking?#Or seeking someone to avenge me?#Stuck in my own paradox#I wanna set myself free#Maybe I should chase and find#Before they'll try to stop it#It won't be long before I'll become a puppet#It's been so long#Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster#to the man behind the slaughter#Since you've been gone#I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder#The sanity of your mother
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have i mentioned i finished The Path We Walk here yet?
#critical role fic#this may not be the ideal way to announce it but i enjoy the meme#anyway if u like the crown keepers and were curious how#they got from the end of exu prime#to orym dorian and fearne leaving for marquet#this is the fic for u#featuring dariax being an oblivious himbo with confusing feelings for dorian#opal wrestling with wanting to go home but being soso scared all the time#cursed-by-the-spider-queen dorian (he is having a bad time at the jungle)#fearne honestly straight up vibing mostly#and a very slow burn 'orym tells everybody about will' with (i've been told) a very satisfying emotional payoff#also tetrarch umejii (aabria if ur seeing this. i see ur blorbo who u never got to show us and i have stolen her)#(she's my blorbo now.)#like 98% canon compliant im sure i missed a couple of tiny things#and extrapolated a hell of a lot more#anyway. i worked so fucking hard on this fic and it's really good#if you've ever enjoyed any of my writing and u care abt the crown keepers or even just the exu trio at all#u will enjoy it
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SHADOWFELL TIME!! FEY REVEAL TIME!! AT LAST!!
#bg3#river rambles#IM SO EXCITED#I FINALLY got here!!#the story that lives entirely in my brain is finally coming together fsdjgg#no but actually i love it so much#it might have also made sense if the reveal happened right as he walks into the shadow curse#i mean the concept is the same- shadowfell magic counters feywild magic and vice versa#but where would be the drama in that?#im just very hype right now ehehehehhehe#if i rb this with 3896956 aflhart screenshots. you've been warned
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thinking about johnnyboy aster again
#howling#like. fuck man#youre a mediocre player on a mediocre team#you're brand new but some of your friends are not#you've always been in ohio and so has everyone else except some of them used to be somewhere different that doesn't exist anymore#youre all desperate to get better at this but nothing changes#and then a different team draws a curse and now you're on fire and a stranger stands in your place#you're dead and they say your name and give you an identity unlike all who died before you#and then it's all over and you're the last to ever die because of it#and maybe it meant something but it happened so fast that there's nothing left for it to mean something to#riv johnmyboy aster. the last incineration in all of blaseball#oh and don't even get me fucking STARTED on luis baron
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if i don't post about unmortal RIGHT NOW i think i'm going to explode
#the curse of having way too much fucking oc lore#and u can't even post about it because it would spoil the comic/game/thing you've been trying to make for the last three years#unmortal#i guess#now that i think about it#first official mention of the “mysterious oc comic's” name!!!#yay 4 me ig
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guys help i just saw someone on tiktok claim katniss was toxic do people have zero reading comprehension or what
#oh I'm sorry she's a sixteen year old girl who has lost her father and forced to be the primary caregiver for her younger sister#who then goes into a death match to protect said sister and watches multiple children die#and then gets forced into a war and made a figurehead while trying to keep those she loves safe#and still fails when prim is killed#she is literally seventeen at most and going through the most horrific things a person can go through#yeah she's not going to be smiley and nice#doesn't make her toxic ffs#sorry katniss you've been cancelled for having ptsd now#TikTok really be a cursed place#thg#hunger games#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#thg spoilers
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I’m so feral for this chapter you’ve been teasing Getou meeting the Okkotsus for like 20 chapters (not really I just started foaming at the mouth at the first mention).
Like. The Okkotsus abandoned Yuuta for being too difficult, for being a sorcerer, as far as Getou is concerned. At the same time, he has done horrible things that have caused his son distress, and now it’s clear that Mikoto at least clearly loved her son and worries for him. Getou wants to kill them, but he knows it would cause Yuuta distress. This will end in flames.
GODDD i know youve been excited for this chapter for a while which makes ME even more excited!!
you hit everything right on the nose: getou definitely saved yuuta, but damn, at what cost. further, the okkotsus aren't just random to him -- they're actively responsible for causing the suffering of a sorcerer, and not just any sorcerer. his son. they're undeniably the number one people he would want to kill, but he also knows that yuuta wouldn't want him to. and now he has to deal with the extremely unwanted realization that yuutas mother actually loves him?? it's...a lot to balance. man, i'd have a breakdown too
i'm sure everyone under the sun has heard this song by now, but it's been so long by the living tombstone TOTALLY fits the vibe of their meeting. +bonus: bestie's reaction to me sending her the ending of the section
#[mikoto okkotsu & the living tombstone voice] i don't know what i was thinking...leaving my child behind#now i've suffered the curse and now i am blind#with all this anger guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever!!! i can't wait for the cliff at the edge of the river....#justification is killing me#but killing isn't justified#what happened to my son??? i'm terrified#it lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger!!!#i'm sorry my sweet baby i wish i'd been there.....#IT'S BEEN SO LONG#SINCE LAST I'VE SEEN MY SON! LOST TO THIS MONSTER#TO THE MAN BEHIND THE SLAUGHTER....#SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE#I'VE BEEN SINGIN' THIS STUPID SONG SO I COULD PONDER#THE SANITY OF YOUR MOTHER#tpg
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Ocd is one of those disorders that straight up sucks to have open conversations about bc it leaves you SO vulnerable and talking about it honestly often results in being HORRIBLY misinterpreted
#i will say. it was really funny getting diagnosed bc my therapist was like.#youve been seeing us for years now and you NEVER mentioned this and you say youve had it all your life?#as i was like. yeah well talking abt it makes it worse#(which. clinically speaking isnt entirely true. if you've also got the curse and can see an experienced specialist in it#exposure therapy is recommended. but it's hard.
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No because this whole moment was that gayest shit ever a whole second in
They make me violently ill
#'found you shadow!'#okay Sonic why were you looking you've been casual to everyone else and then LIT UP on sight of him#'you have something i want' yeah its that d--#'date to die for' i bet#immediately bickering#Sonic grinning the minute he knows theyre about to do this#somehow gayer version of the legendary jump#clashing mid run like a pair of beyblades#when those cursed gay ass rivalry feels cramp up your killing hand#gotta be on equal terms or no--okay shadow#let him think he won that clash while also fooling him...but also having rouge keep it a secret. boy--#now all of china knows
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if you don't know you're trapped in the story, are you really trapped?
#it's the curse of the seer to know. to enable. etc etc. the seer occupies a unique role that is not author or narrator#but a secret third thing#if you've been raised your whole life to want to be trapped are you really trapped?#saderposting#sader fic updating soon probably. i'm in the middle of exams now but ✌️
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